…..inside me….

…i dont know where to start writting…i juz want to express watz in my miNd…

 hayZt.. Panu q b ha2raPin ang bUkas kung hndi q mtakaSan ang nkLipas???

 …panu q b ngawa un?the thing that ive been treasured for so many years…now it was gone in juz a snap..and now i dont know where to start..i want to 4get wat happened but every littli thing aroundreminds me me of wat happened…

awtz…i know i dont deserve this..but i know..sumhow…my kxlanan din aq…oh..xan nb q mgccmula ngaun???

  it’z hArd to lOve sUm1

  hu cAn nVer b yOurs…

  tyM wud give you cHances to taLk…

  chaNces to b toGeDer…

chAnCes to sHaRe…

c hoW it hUrtz…?

  yoU onLy  haVe chanCes…

  juz a chaNces…

there are things i’ve done..yet i don t know if its really me doin those things…sometimes…it feels like you want to show whats inside yet you just dont know how….Coz your afraid of sumthing…of your own ghost..it’s funny you find yourself thinking of the things you have done yesterday and asking yourself why you did such things…its like you want to tell somebody bout your crazyness yet your afraid and you dont know if itz really the right thing to do…oh..shame for this…hate to feel this way…have you ever feel thesame wsy…???

  I don’t know what it is that you’ve done to me
But it’s caused me to act in such a crazy way
Whatever it is that you do, when you do what you doing
It’s a feeling that I want to stay

Cause my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of lovin’ you on my mind
I can’t figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, you

[chorus]
I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak
I lose all control (control)
Then somethin’ takes over me
In a daze, your love’s so amazing
It’s not a phase, I want you to stay with me
By my side, I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet
Can’t explain why your lovin’ makes me weak

Time after time after time I’ve tried to fight it
But your love is strong, it keeps on holdin’ on
Resistance is down when you’re around, pride’s fading
In my condition I don’t want to be alone

Cause my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of loving you on my mind
I can’t figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, you

[chorus]
I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak
I lose all control (control)
then somethin’ takes over me
(Takes over me)
In a daze, your love’s so amazing
It’s not a phase, I want you to stay with me
By my side, I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet
Can’t explain why your lovin’ makes me weak
(Makes me weak)

Yeah, yeah oh
I’ve tried hard to fight it
No, I cannot deny it
Your love’s so sweet
It knocks me off my feet

[chorus]
I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak
I lose all control (cotrol)
then somethin’ takes over me (takes over me)
In a daze, your love’s so amazing
It’s not a phase, I want you to stay with me
By my side, I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet
Can’t explain why your lovin’ makes me weak

I get so weak
Blood starts racin’ through my veins
I get so weak
Boy, it’s somethin’ I can’t explain
I get so weak
Somethin’ ’bout the way you do
The things you do
It knocks me right off of my feet
(Oh, off my feet)
Can’t explain why your lovin’ makes me weak
(I get so…)

I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak
I lose all control
then somethin’ takes over me
(I lose control, takes over me)
In a daze, your love’s so amazing
It’s not a phase, I want you to stay with me
By my side, I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet
Can’t explain why your lovin’ makes me weak

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine…
Knowing  that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

Happiness, Deep down within.
Serenity. With each sunrise.
Success. In each facet of your life.
Close and caring friends.
Love. That never ends.

Special memories. Of all the yesterdays.
A bright today. With much to be thankful for.
A path. That leads to beautiful tomorrows.

Dreams. That do their best to come true.
And appreciation. Of all the wonderful things about you.

….dmi p cnv uh…un lang pla un…d rison behind evrything that had been said…

    …well,kh8 mlabo..i will understand what i’ve juz heard..

…cgro nga..evry1 hav their ow opinion and beliefs..

         wa n q mga2wa dun…

..after ol this things…"i’m glad to know that although sum1 gone..

  i found sum1 hu love’s me…although..he doenst have the courage to show it to me.."

i recall when you said that you would never leave me
you told me more so much more like when the time you whispered
in my ear there was heaven in my heart
i remeber when you said that youd be here forever
then you left without even saying that youre leaving
i was hurt and it really wont be easy to forget
yesterday and i pray that you would stay
but then youre gone and oh so far away

I was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end

And then you left without even saying that youre leaving
i was hurt and it really wont be easy to forget
yesterday and i pray that you would stay
but then youre gone and oh so far away

i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end

i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end

keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end

On Bended Knee
Darlin’ I can’t explain
Where did we lose our way
Girl it’s drivin’ me insane
And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I’ll guarantee
That I’ll never let you go

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I’m down on bended knee
I’ll never walk again until you come back to me
I’m down on bended knee

So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight
I know I don’t need to be alone
When I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I’m begging you, begging you come back to me

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I’m down on bended knee
I’ll never walk again until you come back to me
I’m down on bended knee

Gonna swallow my pride
Say I’m sorry
Stop pointing fingers the blame is on me
I want a new life
And I want it with you
If you feel the same
Don’t ever let it go
You gotta believe in the spirit of love
It can heal all things
We won’t hurt any more
No I don’t believe our love’s terminal
I’m down on my knees begging you please
Come home

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I’m down on bended knee
I’ll never walk again until you come back to me
I’m down on bended knee

Wanna build a new life
Just you and me
Gonna make you my wife
Raise a family

The leaves of trees just keep falling….

Lesson?

You can’t always keep someone to your life forever….

sometimes you have to let go….

yet, you have to remain standing….

like trees do….